sometimes it is interesting to see from some other people's point of view.. try to understand them and how they approach some things.. but sometimes it can be hard as well.. to see from his point of view.. he might mean good but i can take offense.. i tried today to swallow his "inability" to see from my point of view and understanding me.. i know what he did was good for me.. and can really help me.. but sometimes it can be hard to swallow..

sometimes i feel that my ability for me to empathise with people or be sensitive to other feelings can make it seem like I am not taking any position or comprimising and stuff.. i am just respecting each person opinion and wanting the best for all.. i dunno if this should be the way but if there is something which i really feel strongly about, i will definitely stand up..

ego wise.. it is hard when u feel someone is constantly putting u down.. i think the main problem is that both of us wants to win.. while competition is good, it can be hurtful at times... me being more sensitive is often at the losing edge.. while we both get to develop and gain knowledge and seeing both sides of the coins, we are great complements but also great destroyers of each other's ego..

anyway.. i am just again writing out my views.. i feel that i am evolving constantly but i hope that it is for the better.. and i believe it will be..